Pink

So many of you know we have lots of Pink at our house...I don't really mind Pink all that much...that is until this past Friday at about 1pm when I received my "Pink" slip from the school where I teach. I NOW HATE PINK!! Yep...I'm now one of the many, many Indiana teachers who is frantically searching for employment for next school year.

I feel blessed that I have 2 other degrees and I don't HAVE to be a teacher...but I WANT to be a teacher. So needless to say, I'm madly searching for another teaching position that I can fill and fall in love with.

I hate the way this process was done and I hate the fact that I feel like a time bomb is ticking and could explode before I find a job. I've never felt this pain/hurt/anger towards a job/career in my life. I'm working on dealing with it and I must say that Jack is a wonderful supporter and without him I would be in a much lower place than I am right now.

So, let the prayers begin! Not only that I find a job, but that I find a job that is a good fit for me, be that back in education or in the business world. I'm open to that too!

3/23**Update** I got my "official" pink slip today. I must say that I HATE this process and I'm disgusted at the way my school corporation has handled this situation. I am desperately searching for a new job, I want something stable and I'm sad and unhappy at this point. The thought of not having a job weighs very heavily on my mind, especially since I carry the insurance for my whole family. I'm devastated by this job loss :(